Exactly... You guys are spot on.

But you know what? I wouldn't have wanted to read this post in October or November. It would have triggered my anxious attachment to the point of frenzy. So I don't blame anyone for not believing it. I would have believed it was different with my therapist.

Reading people's posts here has been "therapeutic" for me because I realized I don't have superfreaky abandonment and trust issues... Unless we all do? It's natural. We're in pain and we want to believe in it. It's not just me...