I can't. My sleep schedule by day went from 12 to 10 to 8 to 7.5 to 8. I've never been this confused in my life. I can't talk properly anymore. I forget what I'm saying in EVERY sentence. Even when I dry my mouth. I get this weird side effect where I touch my left hand and it feels like someone else's hand and arm.

I don't think I'm schizophrenic either. It's all lies. There's no proof that I am. Just theirs.

I don't have schizophrenia. It's people that are screwing with me that causes a psychosis. It's a scam.

I don't really know what to believe anymore. It's just that people are so stupid and they win.

I was supposed to be doing better and leave happy but I rebelled against the staff because of delusions. Which makes me want to idk.. I said pretty much this to my psychiatrist where it lead to delusional thinking at the end that I figure it out.

I'm afriad of the staff. This is their fault. They won't listen I don't want to talk to people. I'm sitting on the bench here chain smoking.

I'm not reading over this because I'll never get an answer..

I think I'm going down a dark path.

^ I'm a bit better now after Zyprexa PRN.