You know you really kick my butt. I spaced out and then cried and cried after last session. Then I went waaaaaay outside my comfort zone over the weekend. I don't even know what to think of myself for it, but I know it was what I needed to do, to put myself in a place where there'll be support and community for the rough months coming. I'm almost ashamed to tell you about it, but I think I should be proud of myself for it... It's strange how I get so ashamed of things that others might consider achievements...

I'll be okay. I can do this.