Dear T,

How could I possibly tell you that I'm still not doing well. The medication I'm on helped for a while, but I feel the effects are wearing off. I'm not sure if I need more meds ( or others ) or if I'm simply chasing an additional mind altering substance to escape. I'm such a burden, such a waste of resources. I'm only okay while I'm intoxicated and dissociated. What can I do??? How can I live a productive and happy life??? I just want to be okay and fit in