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Old Apr 21, 2015, 01:24 PM
sorand0m sorand0m is offline
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Having to medicate yourself just to do things that you know that you had no problem doing in the past.

Being unable to enjoy the things that you used to.

Having to even consider the decision of becoming a zombie to get your voices and rushing thoughts under control.

Knowing that those around you don't actually understand.
All of these.

Having to take a benzo to be able to function where a number of people are. You know it's ridiculous but your brain didn't get the memo.

Oh, the meds. Also on lithium and I think it's taken the creative part of me away. It's just gone.
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