I am not currently working. I had a job last year at a coffee shop and she fired me after 3 months, saying I wasn't fast enough. I, too, felt like I had a hard time remembering the processes I had to learn eg. Making the specialty coffees and different sandwiches. I just couldn't remember the order to do things in, and constantly had to ask someone to show me how to do things. I am on disability, but struggle with feeling like I "should" be working. I also have some pressure from my husband to be working because we struggle financially. I just don't feel like I am "able" enough to work anymore. I guess I need to stop looking at the "shoulds" in my life and just focus on what I can do!