I'm so sorry. My mom says some of those same things to me sometimes and I don't know if anything frustrates me so much. A few years ago my therapist decided I had to tell her about the suicidal feelings I'd been fighting for a year or so. Her response was "you are NOT suicidal". OK, then why do you think I spent Christmas in the hospital? They don't keep you there because you are fun to be around. I took her to a therapy appointment after which time she spent months disagreeing with anything I said my therapist said, although prior to that she thought he was wonderful. She has gotten better over the last year or so although I haven't been as sick. However this morning I had a very supportive note from her which I never would have gottten in the past. However if I need to go inpatient she'll act completely surprised and unaware that I'm THAT bad even though I clearly am.