I can't do the group. I know I can't. I've been vomiting off and on all day from it, or at least dry heaves if not vomiting, due to the anxiety and panic. I have hives all over, feet, arms, neck, legs. (I get hives whenever I have a panic attack, which is often anymore) I will have to try to call them in the morning and tell them I just can't, and deal with whatever consequences from it. Hopefully it doesn't hurt my chances at any future assistance once I'm able to get an appointment, but, whatever they say, I know I can't go through with this. Not now, not with no help with it, no support...
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