(((Capriciousness))) Yes, yes and yes!!! All of those things. It's scary and I have moments of complete horror when I think too much about it and then have to snap myself back into the reality and say I can handle this one day at a time if I don't look too far forward into the future. You captured Bipolar perfectly. Feel free to PM me anytime. I've been through all of the above. We can support each other.