Sorry Trace14, sometimes members are just not on when you post.

Just so you know, one of the symptoms of PTSD is avoidance. Avoiding any reminders, which often a person can do that "unknowingly" too. It's not necessarily a conscious decision, but subconsciously, I have had that myself, you can get so you slowly "learn" what things you "are" avoiding and why.

PATIENCE, you are going to be learning and healing, it takes times.

((Gentle Supportive Hugs)))
OE