I pretty much hate myself. I'm a horrible person. I don't deserve to do something positive like eat, I wish I could just starve myself or exercise myself away to absolutely nothing. Because that's what I feel I am, worthless and consistent of nothing but crap. All I do is screw everything up, I really don't even want to try anymore. Life is pointless, what's the point of even existing? I wish someone would have told me this a long time ago.