Thank you for your kind words

However, I am a 33 year old virgin male. I am, to be blunt, seen as a disease. I try so hard to find a relationship. It will never happen. I can hit it off chatting on the phone, but in person I'm a sorry excuse for a male.

Some are never meant for love. Some are meant to watch everyone have joy but themselves. I am in that class. It hurts too much, and my fear of death is lessened as my pain increases.