hey guys im feeling better. i saw the NP she kept trying to put me on klonopin. like really trying. i kept saying no bc i didnt want to be tempted to abuse it. but she doesnt understand me or that i used to be a hardcore drug addict. it bothered me. i told T after i saw her and he said he'd talk to her.

i work today... i dont want to. i woke up early but i got good sleep. yesterday was scary but T helped me thru it so did the PRNs.