Too much thinking. Too much "on the wrong side of the tracks". Why an I bothering to try again? Why am I letting myself trust you and like you? Because I know we are ending soon. It's just gonna hurt that much more... I really just want to run, but there's no running from myself. It's all pointless... can you just do something to make the hurt less? Coz this sucks.
I'm mad that we click. I'm mad that I like you as a person. I'm mad I trust you and that you feel safe. ****. Why did I put myself through this again? (Especially knowing how short it would be, and the level of intensity of the work we were going to attempt)...