That all makes a lot of sense - being vulnerable again and being drawn back in. Inside I want to go in and be all string and prove I don't need her, yet I know I've been falling apart the last several weeks and I'm afraid I will with her too, and I really don't want to. I'' be biting the inside of my lip and steering the conversation away just so I don't have to be emotional - and I know that's foolish! Geesh - I really do hate this therapy stuff! Why do I feel like I was so much better before starting this journey?!