Thank you Somberly. I completely understand how you feel. I lived with my mom too and it was her and I after my dad died, no other family live in the state.

She was unconscious for the last couple of days before she died, in hospice care. I had a fight with them too but managed to get her into a inpatient unit.

I was with her the night before she passed and since I live so close they said it would be fine if I went home for the night and they would call me if anything changed. They called me at 5am and said it was time, so I went to the unit and sat with her, her breathing was labored and eventually I fell asleep and she too passed while I was sleeping.

I keep waiting for it to get better and it doesn't. I wish you peace.