Sorry, I read your PM before looking at this thread - now I understand what happened to you in court. Damn bro, all I can say is many hugs man. That is such a snowballing of bad things man, a real ganging-up of circumstances if I've ever seen it.

I have some experience of this feeling, this "normal people are untouchable, and their reasonableness unreachable" thing that always seems to happen to us. Sadly, I dunno how to tell you to deal with this as I have never been able to either. All I can say is, it seems to go away over time, especially if you come into contact with other people again and just focus on your own life. Less judgemental people seem to serve as a distraction from your troubles I find. Just really hard to seek them out though.