I think it is really good that you are posting a lot right now! I think you really need it, and we are here to support you. It is not too much at all, and we want to hear how you are doing through this rough time.
Try to remember that it WILL be allright. You are in a dark tunnel right now, and it is hard to see the other side. But the opening of the tunnel is coming up, even if it takes some time, it is still there.