I am everyday confronted with couples being intimate or themes, subjects or whatever just reminds me of the existence of intimacy.
My attitude has changed during the last years, itīs not alway been like this today but..today I feel like becoming sick or at least I try to avoid seeing others intimately embracing, kissing...best Iīd like to make it vanish out of my world
and even less I can imagine intimacy in my own life...I consider it could be I havenīt met the right one yet, who makes it possible for me to bear nearness, but whatever....
I just begin to accept this and respect me being , feeling this way.
...does anyone know something like this? This sickness appearing when even looking at a kissing couple? I donīt know anyone who feels the same way, so i don`t even talk a lot about this. maybe here I could find some resonance, I thought...
I wonīt fight against this any longer, cause I know this makes it worse, this would just make me feelin ripped, teared apart, being apart, beside myself..
any thoughts on this?
yours ...cy..