It's normal to relapse repeatedly before recovery. Try not to beat yourself up, just do what you need to do to get the help you need to stay on the right track. You sound like a strong minded individual, crack just has a nasty grip on you, you can beat it. But you might need help again.
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Diagnoses: Bipolar I, GAD, binge eating disorder (or something), substance abuse, and ADHD.
“No great mind has ever existed without a touch of madness.” ― Aristotle
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