I'm going to go to the computers to post here keep everyone updated in this weird psychiatric hospital.

Schizophrenia and psychosis forum community keeps me sane.

methylphenidate and the recreational coca plant powder do too. They give motivation. Now I'm on amphetamine which doesn't give me motivation like that. It just feels like a cup of coffee with not as much focus. Psychiatrist said to give it a week before increasing.

Looks like I'll have to try methamphetamine hydrochloride. (Generic Desoxyn).

- Tweaky

I asked the med nurse that I needed a Xanax for "my back pain". She laughed.