I went to the education room with a bit of motivation and did 5 multiple choice questions. I said screw it..

My focus and attention is hidden behind the severe lack of motivation and dull mood in schizophrenia and probably the clonazepam catalist inducing psychotic episode or the Abilify. I can't focus at all...

It's almost hopeless. This always * happens.

I'm going to keep trying.

You can knock me out but eventually, I'll always.. stand up...

I ONLY DREAM IN BLACK AND WHITE. I ONLY DREAM CUZ IM ALIVE. I ONLY DREAM IN BLACK AND WHITE, TO SAVE ME FROM MYSELF.