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Old Apr 22, 2015, 05:58 PM
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Again, beautifully written! I feel the same. It seems I am typically in some sort of episode these days but I am terrified of becoming psychotic again. It has only happened to me a few times but, when it does, I know nothing more frightening than the complete loss of control that comes with it. What am I capable of? When I am psychotic I believe every sick thought that comes to mind to be true and no one can challenge my false beliefs. The thought scares the hell out of me.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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