Yep me too. i have always been like that. I remember as a child I would lie awake forever making up stories and feeling so free and unencumbered with no one around and nothing I had to do. Maybe that is how I still feel. There is something other and peaceful but full about the night especially when the house is quiet. Ideas pour out. I feel inspired. I get creative.
If I didn't have to wake up early with kids I would probably have be up till one doing my thang but I can't.
So I make sure I don't check my email or start googling anything after 7. I take melatonin and try to be asleep by 11.
Maybe some day....
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