I hate negative symptoms but at least there's some change with the abilify because my new psychiatrist actually tried. My outpatient psychiatrist said that I have to live through it for the rest of my life and it won't get better.

I'll probably have to go to my old psychiatrist but I want a new one.

Tomorrow I'm going with a good friend that I made here to the exchange incase they try to kick the * out of me in the parking lot. Idk why I'm self medicating but it's nothing new.