pets help but a lot of times i really need someone to understand how im feeling. a nod or something. or a "yea" or "i understand" back or something. im not much of a hugger unless its my dad. im home alone all day from about 11 to 9. my dad is off 1-2 days a week and its never the same days. some weeks hes not off at all. otherwise im alone all day. im on here or im trying to keep myself busy nowadays.

buts its not the same. you know?
doing the things alone is not the same as doing stuff with someone else. thats what ive learned. i used to love doing stuff alone. now i dont...