Actually I would have thought the same thing, except that I only contacted Ts with at least ten years of experience this time. This one I think had twelve years, and so did the one yesterday, and the ones I'm seeing next week have fifteen years and eighteen years. She did sound really eager though, and I liked her, but I think maybe working with her isn't the best thing for me, but I feel so damn guilty about it! Ugh. But I guess that means that she isn't the one for me, since if I'm feeling guilty during the consult, it will probably get worse if I actually started seeing her.

I have two consults for next week, one in person and one over the phone...I hate phone consults, because you can't tell fit nearly as well, but those are all the T offers, and she's really experienced and looks great on paper, so I'll take it. I emailed the second T to say just thanks for her time and I appreciated it, but I have another consult booked for next week and I'll email her after if I want to book a session.

All of this makes me miss my current T so much, even though I just saw her two days ago and I'm seeing her again on Saturday...I really just want to send her an email and tell her how much I appreciate her (and miss her) just because seeing these new therapists make me realize how lucky I am to have her...and how great she is...and how attached I am to her...ugh...