Hello

and welcome to Psych Central NekoKittyMewMew!!! It's nice to meet you. You have joined a community of warm and caring members who will want to offer you support and advice. Yours is welcome as well.
Please feel free to contact any community liaison or moderator if you need help navigating the forums. It will take some time for your first five posts to appear as they are being evaluated and then you will be able to join chats.
Sorry for your struggles.

You will meet many here who will be able to relate to what you're going through and give you feedback.
I look forward to seeing you around!!!