if I ever get it back, I will never take happiness for granted again.

I've not slept all night. That's the third time in a week. Im not tired. I feel wired most of the time. I have a constant "fizzing" at the front of my brain. Its not a nice feeling. I feel detached from reality. I don't feel part of myself anymore. I don't like what I'm turning into. I still can't see the consequences to my actions. I'm just moving from one disaster to another on a daily/weekly basis.

I need to be listened to and helped. I will snap if this doesn't end soon.

T.