Thanks Perna and Kimmidawn for your replies.
Yes Kimmidawn I think the walls were down last session.Maybe its a good thing.Im really nervous about pdocs appointment next week.Both my daughter and brother are bipolar.I see the effects on thier lives and of those around them.]
Im so afraid of that diagnosis.I really dont know how Im going to handle that if it happens.
My brother's bipolar had him hospitilized for very long periods of time......he was sodomized there and its a scar that will be with him forever.When I visited him in the hospital I was terrified....I could only force myself to go a handful of times over the years.
Because my depression is so severe at times I know that I am a danger to myself.....however I feel like Id rather be in danger than experience in patient care.Crazy huh?