I know it's so hard to be without them after being so close to them for so long. I miss my mom terribly and it doesn't seem to be getting better. I know my therapists supervisor told me I'm exactly where I need to be but I don't want to be here.

They kept trying to push medication on her, "oh are you anxious or in pain" and I was having none of that because she wasn't in pain or anxious. They are too quick to dope up patients.