I feel both of you. I'm an introvert by nature, which basically means that I spend energy around people being social, where as extraverts gain energy amongst people. My alone time charges me up. Anyway, last chat session was about how isolating this disorder can be. I come on this website for community and support. One of the reasons I hate looking at the DSM is because of the ducking statistics on isolation.

My highlights are basically seeing my therapists, you guys, and my cat pumpkin aka kitler.

I could always date one of the girls at Tim Horton's. I can't even go there without their harassing me, "oh you're wearing the same shirt that matches your eyes. While I think, "no ****, I have no motivation to clean my clothes because I'd rather spend my time coping. I'm about to tell them A) I've got a girlfriend-- Oh wait, I already did! B) I live with my mother. It annoys the **** out of me. Give me a coffee and Ill give you my credit card. I don't like to be the center of attention. I don't even tell people if it's my birthday.

My mother couldn't pay gas bill, and says she wont at all. It's 34F in Michigan--and we have no gas to heat the place. Even my cat is like, "WTF is going on here." You can believe me that she's cuddled as much as she can next to me.

Okay, I'm at the library and I'm seeing cougars everywhere. I love cougars. They're my favorite species. If I wasn't a vegetarian... Wait, nm

America!