Aw I like your description window eyes

although I could see why that wouldn't be good for you! I guess I just felt like she was generalizing by telling me not to smoke cuz it's bad for people with BP when it 100% makes me feel better in times of need. Plus I am a vegan because I do enjoy more of a natural approach to my healing I would prefer to only stay on divalproex then to add anything more to the mix. Which my pmdd was raging out of control this week and I was out of weed I smashed up my bedroom door and I'm covered in bruises I finally smoked on the 5th or 6th day and my boyfriend said he noticed a significant change in me as well as I had to take Xanax at bedtime

but finally got my period thank the high heavens cuz my body couldn't take anymore beating!
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I have BPD or Autism or both, we may never know, the focus is always the symptoms, not the diagnosis