Sunny ! Same with me I do not smoke it recreationally only when my symptoms start to flare up unfortunately that is every day because the bpd/BP then throw in a week of pmdd combo is very intense I feel suicidal on a daily basis and in my opinion I have rapid cycling but if this psych wants to call it BP 1 whatever I like divalproex either way, which probably means I won't have to smoke every day anymore