I had just met someone and we totatlly enjoy each other's company. If he had it his way we would be together night and day and actualy be together and forget the whole causal dating thing. He adores me and tells me that if things don't work some how that he would still want to meet someone in the future that has the same qualities like mine. One of the only thing that is making me so hesitate to jump into a relationship is because of my health. I carry a full load of baggage and well I just can't get let down and become some else's burden. I have seizures and I use my city's special transportation to help me get around town. There was one time that I was so scared that he would me catch the bus that I have to take to school every morning that I didn't even go to school. I stayed home and made an excuse to spend the day with him instead. Its not only this health concern thats on my mind but I also have the hpv virus. This is the virus that is only harmful to myself and can cause cervical canerous cells in my body. It doesn't do anything to the male body but he may be can but not always become in contact with the virus and be a carrier. Sometimes I think I'm going have to be alone for the rest of my life because my life is so complicated and that my baggage is such an overload for anyone to comprehend and easily for anyone to judge.