If suicide is on the table front and center you need to go be IP somewhere. If you can't handle the noise ( that would make my problems worse as I have huge noise issues) Go to another hospital or stand alone mental health facility.

It's not always a bad thing to have a fresh new set of eyes take a look at you and your treatment plan. Maybe you need a complete over haul or just a nudge in dose here and there.

As for Work and your studies, well I'll be blunt if you slip and try to end things. Well then things like a job or studies won't matter at all.

Keep yourself safe