i think ive come to terms that my house and being alone really stresses me out because whenever im out and with someone else im not angry or im not that that stressed. i have anxiety as usual. but im actually better when im not alone. i actually have less physical problems too when im not alone. less headaches and less little issues like stomach problems and stuff.

im just cooped up so much.

sorry im complaining.
at least im trying to do something about it.