Do you think we would have healed quicker if we had not known it was CPTSD? If we had not thought this was a mental illness? Just a bumpy road in life? Makes me wonder.
I truly hope who ever abused those ponies and horses will meet their Karma one day and I think they will. People that are mean to kids, animals, and old people deserve a special seat in hell, IMHO

Take care and thanks for taking the time to respond to the posts.
How long have you been actively trying to heal?