I was doing well for 5 YEARS when I had an episode & did a very rash & dangerous thing. I was so shocked & ashamed. I'm back to seeing my pdoc every 2 weeks. She's adjusted my meds some. I feel for you. It seems like these episodes come out of the blue, but I'm learning what are danger signs to me so I can hopefully head another episode off at the pass. Take care.--Suzy