Thank you all for your words. But... There are a few things I think I need to explain...

He was the first one to talk about my mom! When we reconnected he literally told me that he was going to tell her that he was going to kidnap me. Then he told me that he liked me since the very first time we met, but that he couldn't get close to me because of my mom. I guessed it was because they work at the same place and my mom is known to be overprotective, but that's just cause of all the stupid things an idiot went telling the whole hospital about us, when I told my mom and their boss that he molested me one time I had to be taken to the ER. Which takes me to the next point...

My mom is absolutely nothing but my best friend. She knows absolutely everything I have done and, though she wanted to kill me when she first knew all the messes I've done, she forgave me and we are more close than ever. She has never interferred in my love life. She is overprotective when it comes to my health and safety, cause, you know, she sees things at the ER... But otherwise she has always let me do as I wish, even when he wanted to stop me from seeing some guys I've dated...

We both are adults. He is 7 years older than me, but none of us is a child. Yep, he knows better. Way better than me... But I still don't understand why on earth would he go calling me that way and why he held me so close when he was kissing me, as if he feared me trying to pull away!

So... I'm giving him time. My guess is that he doesn't know what to think, because he asked me on our first date what my plans for the future were. I answered that I want to travel, get my masters degree and go visit my best friend's tomb in Germany. But he insisted... Lately he asked me if I wanted to have children, and my answer was nothing but the truth: I don't know, I suppose I do, but a lot of things need to happen before I decide (like finding my children's father, maybe?!). That was my answer. He just said ok. So I guess he is thinking far ahead. He's got his own place, his own car and I'm uneployed and my family's little girl (even though I'm in my thirties...).

But you know what, I have this feeling... I feel he really really likes me. Maybe he was hurt in the past. I don't know. I'm determined to take that leap of faith, cause it's time fot me to do it. I know I'm not in love. I don't even know him! So I guess it's the perfect time for me to let go and let him think about whatever he needs to without me being so annoying.

Btw, he works for two hospitals, so I know better than to text him all day long, but he is not the kind of doctor you can call at any time.

What I really disliked was him telling me I was being too cold after nearly two months of silence! If he's thinking I'll always be there for him, I want to show him how mistaken he is. Cause everyone has their limits. Last time I knew I had been the one to blame, but now, I haven't done anything wrong. Or so I believe...