I don't really believe him when my doc said I am manic. Maybe I am in denial but so what? He said I am experiencing some psychosis and said if the Seroquel doesn't work I'll have to contact the intensive mental health team to come into my house which I don't really want. I am afraid of being judged. I understand that he said he wants me to be safe but I feel safe. He is considering the psychiatric hospital which I don't want. I am irritated, confused I guess. Should I just go with the flow? I just want to be normal...I feel normal but apparently that is just not the case. This has been a really weird day for me. Explaining all my **** to him. I feel like I shouldn't of said anything. But he said that he wants me to be sedated with this Seroquel. 100mg of it. Not bad, eh. But what does all these intrusive thoughts got to do with mania. I just feel like this is normal. It's normal right? I feel like I am wasting the mental health team's time. Meh. Whatever. Hahaha.