Thanks for the reply. She did reply out of anger, but then she got mad at me for reacting and replying out of anger. Every time I remind her I have an illness she's like "i thought you had it under control, well maybe you have to go to the hospital".

I'm completely aware that I'm not anywhere near to crisis mode and I don't have to go to the hospital. I know I hurt her, but it hurts so much when she reacts in anger and makes me feel bad about myself. It makes me feel like she doesn't appreciate how hard I'm trying.