Today I felt like it's time to start letting you go. OMG, I can't even believe I'm thinking it or writing it down. Because at the same time that thought hurts so, so much. It's like there are all these little pieces of me. One of them is sad and hurting, one is feeling guilty, one wants to move on, one wants to hold on, one is in denial, etcetera.

It's all so stupid, all these messed up feelings battling the crap out of each other. There's a crazy ****** fight going on inside of me. No wonder I'm so tired.