hi i cant believe wats happening to me, everything seems unreal, i am anxious all the time, thinkin about death and demons, scared of the possibility of aliens and stuff, its drivin me mad, my doc says i am not schitzophrenic just really anxious but i cant understand why i cant just stop thinking thes horrible thoughts, i mean i am not a bad person or anything, i just have all these dark ideas in my head and smetomes get depressed enough to believe them !
sorry bout my rant

mark