I want
to be able to sleep without drugs
I want
to never have nightmares
I want
to feel like a woman
I want
to laugh
I want
to have confidence
I want
my boyfriend to feel like he doesnt have to babysit me
I want
to feel important
I want
to feel
I want
to not have scars
I want
a family
I want
a friend
I want
to be able to look into someones eyes
and have them not point out
that my eyes show so much sadness and pain
i guess...
a smile and good conversation can only go so far