The staff better not piss me off tonight. They dragged someone with schizophrenia on the floor this morning because they wouldn't let her call someone to reassure that everything was ok. Other stuff too but ya it's sad when stuff like that happens.

My psychiatrist said that he'll talk about the Vyvanse on Monday so ya, I have, yet again.. another weekend in this place with an increase of cogentin even though I said it was fine.

I'll show the charts actually in a while it's pretty cool to see visual mood patterns depending on the meds, time etc..

Three "friends" asked for a cigarette each. I said no sorry I can't when I should have just said **** off. Some guy said he'll pay me back 5 dollars with his 30 dollars that he's going to get on Friday which I don't feel sorry for.. He owes me way more than 5 dollars. I'm not a charity or trustee. He did crack when he was released. Came up to me in the cafeteria and I pulled out a large coffee cup so he put his hand on one of the large cups and said that he wants one. This isn't some social deficit. He's just an *. He walked with me without saying a word.

I just had enough of these people. It's like a 3rd world country where people steal and fight over a dollar. I feel glad that I worked at 15 cuz there was * all else to do with negative symptoms and no insight.