Overwhelming fatigue and stress are causing me to feel horrible. I am sitting here trying to figure out how to make life better. Some sleep or rest might help but I cannot relax enough to do that. I had to hire someone to help me pack, the family is really being difficult and NOT helping.

Both sons are fighting each other and me. One does not want me to hire movers, states I am being ridiculous. But he and my other sons cannot even get along right now and are acting immature. The other one is mocking that I am so tired and feel sick, it's not funny at all. I knew that this was going to be bad. My oldest sons has called and harassed me several times a day and every day this week because I am not doing things the way he thinks I should! He is not helping, but hindering.

I have been on the verge of tears all afternoon. I wish I could come up with some idea to help myself.