Trying to grapple with some eating disorder urges. Havent given in to them yet. Our roommate/ex/boyfriend said some really nasty things yesterday. Not sure how hed fix that one. Willow wants to move away from him again now, but its hard when youre on SSI. the waitlists for housing are up to 3 years. Starting to wonder why we even moved up here. Feeling really depressed. Were in IOP but I cant tell if its helping. Not as if we can talk about our DID there.