In regards to beauty, I can see it, I can hear it, I can touch it, I can understand it, but I cant feel it. My favorite emotion is gone! I'm dropping the Lithium faster than what my told me to do. It's been 10 days since I went down last time. It will be out of my system completely by the end of the month. If I don't get that emotion back I'm going to be pointing fingers.

Meds have made me bipolar, panic disorder, anxiety disorder. It has lowered my sex drive ,and if it takes this away too I'm going to have a kanipshit. **** meds.