I am going insane, my god...
Ok so I literally cannot eat anything but apples, cereal (sometimes), bananas(sometimes), fruit and veggie juices, and everything else seems gross to me.
Im losing weight like crazy, (going back to being highly underweight), I feel weak all the time,dizzy, nauseated, bowels are constantly upset, getting tired easily, people at school and work are constantly asking me if im ok, or I slept (which im not getting either) and im going insane..
I may just switch the medication im on, ive only been on it for 3 weeks now, and this didnt happen in the first 2 weeks at all. Im on provigil for my narcolepsy and lithium for the bp. I take them both at 9am and 9pm.
I am in school all day 2 x a week, 10 minute breaks, and I don't have the energy to walk around, up steps, talk to people, or even care. I don't have the finances to keep spending on gas station food every week, and most of the food is loaded with sugar and salt anyway (on paleo diet because of intolerance to gluten)
I have finals coming up in 2 weeks, and i'm supposed to be graduating after that, which means I cant stay home anymore to rest, but what do I do?
Has anyone with bp that took lithium ever had to deal with this?
Does anyone have any foods that helped?
I LOVE to eat, and im sick and tired of this *****. It is really aggrivating because I cant eat my kale salads, my quinoa mixes, my smoothies in the morning or anything.
Anyone. Please help. My body is eating itself because im not getting enough nutrients. I cant keep this up any longer, im already a thin person.
ive worked so hard to maintain a healthy weight, and I dont want to go back to that again.
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